I quite like the term “soul searching”. I feel like it’s a really good description for what I’ve been doing over the past few months. I have been feeling restless and unhappy - mostly just because of the frustrating aspects of my job, but I have found that this has been leaking into all facets of my life which has made me a bit unbearable lately. A while ago I wrote a post about wanting to be a teacher. I was so sure at that point, that it was what I was going to do this year: go back to Uni, study and then teach. But… I got scared. Really scared. The thought of being so limited financially really took over and here I am, still working full time, still unhappy. Reid and I have discussed this at length and I have finally decided that I just need to leap. Next year, I am going to study teaching. It is going to be tough, but I can’t keep being stuck in a place where I’m unhappy, stressed and ultimately ...
The diary (ramblings) of an anxious Mum.